I can see the future and I know I’m not going to like it. 

I hate everything. I just want to stop. Stop everything. But, I can’t.

Not until I am sure it really is what it is.

I guess I’ll just have to wait and see…

I should of never learned piano. The news my mom told me today made me hate piano even more. Just more stress piling up on top of my already-stressful life. And money. Why the heck was I born into this poor poor family. Everything sucks right now. Everything. It all hit me like a rock. Heck, why don’t you just kill me with 2000-ton piano instead?